I'm just me..

Love me or Hate me seriously.. yep i got a big mouth and sometime it can get me in trouble but ive been like that all my life!! I dont follow anything or anyone im just me!! I dont want to be like anyone but Vanessa.. I hate cliques and could hang with anyone.. Im silly and fun and live life each day to the fullest!! Life is to short to be so serious and up tight all the time..!! I have NO regrets..NONE...

I love listening to the lyrics to Gavin DeGraw "I dont want to be"!!


I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by impostors everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
I'm the only one who's noticed
I can't be the only one who's learned

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wonder what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

La bella

I just threw up!

Ok Lady Ga Ga makes my fuckin skin crawl but pussy mouth makes me wanna instantly vomit when i see him!! Ok i just seen him in Mariah Carey video " Obsessed" and started laughing out loud followed by a lil bit of vomit in my mouth!! His fuckin lips look like a donut covered in cocaine..the yellow kind thats so cut the only thing it does is make you go straight to the bathroom and do number 2.. wait dont get any ideas some one told me thats what it does..!! huh??.. well any way i wanted to blog about him a while back but everytime i went to type in his name my mac book shut down!! mmm hmmm he is a fucking joke to me and has the vocab of a 1st grader! shid i might shid i might be hate'n..haha NOT!! I met him a few yrs back and he was crusty then and jus as fuckin dumb!!

La bella

I'm goin' broke...

Coz I really need every pair in Siwy's Fall 2009 collection. Best denim line alive!






Homecoming












At the moment im visiting my mom side of the fam in Lakeland, Ga and it is the smallest town ive ever lived in.. The mall consist of Dollar General and Harvey's and we literally are related to everybody from Lakeland.. So i could never date a boy from here because im sure he would be my cousin somewhere down the line!! we wouldnt want babies with 3 eyes would we???
La bella

Boat Ridin


























boat'n, lake'n, swim'n, lone star'n, vodka'n, good time'n!!

La bella